Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Running

I first started running (in a fun manner) about 2 years back. Took on my first 5 km at a big marathon event where I walked the first KM and jogged the remaining. I trained 3 times for that 5km. I finished about 45 minutes. I fell down and bruised my knee too. Then I stopped jogging, running or whatever you called it completely. I didn't find any joy then and I couldn't understand why people run at that time.

The following year in 2012, I signed up for 10KM in the Leisure category; aiming to finish under 2 hours. I picked the longest time there was. This is where it all came to life for me. My relationship ended and suddenly I had all the extra time in the world with a few friends who could spare a little time for me. Suddenly I am a rich woman with time...and bit of sadness. Oh, I wasn't happy at work too.

I started jogging; 3 months before race day... around the neighborhood. No tracking, nothing. I ran  half an hour averagely. It made me feel much better about a lot of things; mostly my mind. Then I start picking up myself again, to make the best out of things thrown at me and only give up when the worth is not there. Along the way, I picked up kickboxing. My friends started to make time for me. It was the BEST THING ever happened and forever grateful that I made good friends; considering I am one of those friends who disappeared for a long time before.

I completed my first 10KM in 1:25 minutes; a level higher than Leisure. I was a Cruise runner.I felt unstoppable the fact that I was able to run a 10KM. It's not a big deal to most people, but it was uplifting to me. Basically, it lift me up till today. I am able to run more these days, having to complete my first marathon in March'13.

Throughout this journey, I have met wonderful encouraging people who gave nothing but supportive kind words, who shared their experience with me to run better and motivated me in many ways. Running is a calm activity. Joining a race/marathon makes people understand that they can do anything with effort put into it. Of course, one must enjoy running as well. I found my love there along the way and I hope it will stay forever.

I  have a better stamina than before. I am a better and I feel genuinely good at almost everything.

Running has kept me sane, especially in picking myself up again at a point where I thought my world had crumbled. It made me realized that only a small part of my world had crumbled. My world is all dandy now, thank you, universe!

I hope I get better at this blogging thing rather than writing this piece that can't actually quite explain my joy for running. I'll do better next time.



Saturday, April 20, 2013

Hunger

I don't know what drove me to create another blog (despite the fact that I deleted all the old blogs after knocking and cracking the old account/password) especially at this hour.

Well, I probably know why. The fact that I am hungry...and tired. I just want to remind myself not to do something silly like this anymore. Tired always wins first, hands down. Then wait till hunger comes back stronger and better, it tells your body "screw you for not taking a detour for some McNuggets. Now, here you go, get hungry. Now you can't sleep...and no, you're too late to eat now (late- the time and my appetite; totally lost it)". I'll tell you about my stomach now, it's another debate going on in there.

I hope I gain my appetite back. I'll try not to take hunger for granted again and eat even if I'm tired.
Right, let's start over with a good stomach tomorrow.

oh, and no more beers on empty stomach. no more.